Checking off my list

So as many of my readers know, I have had one very busy weekend. I really enjoyed all of the different events the weekend held, but I'm glad it's over. I am actually sad at the same time that the weekend went by so quickly. I don't feel like I actually ever took the time to soak in all that it had to offer. I am sure that we have all had weekends that left us feeling blurry headed and exhausted. My exhaustion stems more from an emotional standpoint than a physical one.
Right now I feel as though I hurried through each event to keep on schedule, and now I regret it. So to fill you in- the weekend went a little like this...

Thursday

• Rush to get Chastin & Shilo's hair cut and mine colored
• Tell Chastin I ordered him a cake because I don't have time to make the cake he picked out after all. Upset 8 year old- upset mom= failure
• Thursday night wait in dumping rain for Great Grandma to arrive on the train, run into Burlington Coat factory to see if they have suits in Chastin's size. Which they did, and I never made it back to buy him one to wear after the baptism. Another failure.

Friday

• Start work at 8:30, take Shilo to dance, get yelled at by a dance dad for using my cell phone in the hall to make a schedule with a daycare mom, walk/run on treadmill during nap time for 70 min.
• Friday night get to have dinner with good friends and enjoy some girl time!

Saturday

• Go to work for Ballard Camera from 8:45-1:30
• Drop Chastin and Shilo off at church for primary service project
• Miss Jordan's last soccer game where of course she wins for the second time in the season. And to top it off- against an undefeated team. Defeat for mom
• Rush home- set up for Chastin and Shilo's Birthday party
• Take Shilo to Urgent Care in downtown Seattle from 7-midnight,to find she has a fever of 104 and a UTI. Another point lost for mom. I have let my 4 year old daughter get an infection.Uhhh. I don't know how much more I can handle by this point. Shilo sleeps in the car on the way there and on the way home and stays awake in her bed talking to her new lions she got for her birthday till the wee hours of the morning.

Sunday

• Another day of going to bed last and getting up first.
• Late to Sacrament Meeting, Shilo stays home with John and Great Grandma.
• Run home during Sunday School to retrieve plates for Baptism and pick up Great Grandma.
• Panic about being prepared for Chastin's Baptism- and due to lots of help from my wonderful husband and great friends all ran smoothly. Big thanks to them! Score for mom!
• The most important piece of the whole weekend went the best!
• Come home, unwind for once in two weeks, finally get some sleep.

I feel like every time I achieve something, the first thought that goes through my mind is "something off my list" and I have decided to not live that way anymore. When someone says " can I help you?" I vow to say "Yes" I am choosing to let go of some of my control. I know it will be hard, and that some of my grand ideas will have to wait for another chance to be put into action. But I am willing to give it my best, for a better quality of life. I want - I deserve to enjoy each moment that I am given; to experience the lesson, the joy the moment has to offer. Maybe I need to give myself some credit and treat myself as I would someone else. With kindness and love and patience. I don't have to do it all, and I don't have to plan so many things that I have to have a list to check off.

So there... Another thing off my list- {update blog:)}

IT'S GREAT TO BE EIGHT!

November 1st 1999
The most wonderful event to ever happen to me {up to that point} Chastin Zaine Barnes entered this world.
Via C- section @ 4:00am on the button!
Due- October 10th! Way over due!
He lived in intensive care for a week then came home to our place in Edmonds.
We couldn't have been happier or more tired!
He stayed in our bed and hardly ever cried or slept.
Now it is eight years later and we still couldn't be happier!What a wonderful boy!

Shilo and I brought Costco pizza and juice boxes to Chastins class to celebrate his birthday! It was a total hit!
John always brings home a special gift for Chastin and Shilo on their birthday. Something he picked out just for that child, and doesn't tell me so I can be just as surprised, I always know to have the camera ready when dad gets home with a gift in his jacket.

Here we are out to dinner at Rubys Diner with our good friends the Blasers. We had a wonderful time celebrating Chastins special day!

We were so glad that Chastin was able to have a wonderful day filled with friends, family and lots of FUN!

say cheese

• kaylene and kaeden

• beautiful mom and beautiful girl

i have been watching kaden since she was tiny! she is one of the most enjoyable babies i have ever watched! her newest thing is getting into everything! she makes me smile....

mommy kaylene works at habitude in ballard, one of my favorite places! she is always happy, bright and cheery! i really enjoy our pedicures together, and our fun conversations!

i'm flattered that she liked her christmas picture i took last year enough to ask me again.

thanks for the shoot kaylene, it was a nice way to spend a beautiful sunday afternoon!

p.s this image is not photo shopped yet- just a raw image

Audreys gown

• 
  sweet sweet Audrey

Audrey is being baptized into the Catholic church in two weeks
I wanted to capture this moment
She is so beautiful, and was so good!

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• I love her cute toothy smile

girls diggs

12-18 months rock'n cute plaid pants from old navy
carters fleece pjs with feet 12 months

Onsies -size large

the gerbers large is

larger than the caters large

i think there are about 10 of them,

white and the three tones of pink,

• if you don't want all of them,

just let me know which ones you want. p.s- i have four more bins of clothes to go through, so keep watching !

and i am driving all of this to D.I on mon. morning,

oh one more thing- if you don't want them but know someone who would like them, come & get 'em!!!!

more up for grabs!

i can't get this thing to let me do what i want so i'm going to just have to post a few times.

read on...

this is it for girls 2T

old navy velour black pants

old navy Halloween long sleeve t shirt

old navy velour pants in mint green

tks red t shirt with embellishment around neckline- looks like a necklace

old navy jeans with pink fluffy edges on the bottom{i love these}

harley davidson overalls with a long sleeve matching mock turtle neck

Up for Grabs!

I hope you all don't think i'm taking advantage of the whole blogger thing, but i've decided to clean out all the baby clothes i've been holding on to and thought i would offer them up to you all first!

First up: the only boy clothes i have left.

left to right- 2T carters jeans

polo 2T jeans, toughskins jeans

cream colored vest w/zipper pockets, fleece lined

none have holes, all have been worn and well loved!